Jul 04 2009
Today is Wonderful . . .Terrible?
i am still deciding what today was. Or I guess it was yesterday. Twenty minutes waiting for a page to load is way too long. Tomorrow is the forth of July and the only fireworks we have are what we had left over from last year. This year, I gave my kids a choice. Fireworks or a video game. Both were about the same amount of money. After some deliberation, they decided on a game. This may be our new tradition. Besides, a video game you will have long after the forth. With fireworks, you light the fuse, shoot them off and throw out the empty packages. You have nothing to show for it. Yes, you do have memories, but not much else.
Called my mom the other day. She was very irritable. Of course I am a horrible daughter, and no one loves her and she is going to take a handful of pills to kill herself. I talked to my neighbor after that. He is the first and only one who has told me that he noticed there was something wrong when we came over to his place to see if he would be the pallbearer for my dad. Apparently, no one else noticed or just didn’t say. I don’t know which is worse.
So here is wishing all my visitors a Happy 4th of July holiday. May the Father God surround and protect everyone. As it is four in the morning, I think I will shut the computer down. Maybe tomorrow my computer will load faster.
